16.10.07
about:
What should I do ?
AbstruseQi
name here
Why my life is in a hazed situation ?
It wasn't pleasing than anyone comparison situation.
I wished for happy but not charge in exchange for smile.
I hate myself for being this charac.
I fulfilled myself to strive towards the future.
Strive till tiredness add-ons.
Buckets and bucket of black blood filled in brain.
I hate to strive in teens but penniless scares me.
To save for myself, an enough saving for e month, my mami.
Thus, thrifty gradually brought up.
I do spent with awards but not vigorously.
It's scary for me to overspent.
Cux I'm not born in silver-spoon family.
Just a normal,where simple are fed.
Wondering why my happiness are so short while sadness was growing humongous.
Im tired for thoughts.
Liqi ! must always be happy !